Pathetic story

Today for the first day of the first year 2009 that i'm back to this blog. What a pathetic days and times I've been through... Firstly, my work performance unofficially rated as 'unperformed' due to frequent absence for work (due to adam's unhealthy condition) was admitted more twice in a month. I think this was day care's normal case...poisoned food. He was diagnosed for pneumo-bronchitis. I was mad a bit to the specialist because hedin advised me to go for rotavirus imreriamuno jab. Too late for him to take the injection. the virus already spreaded. This happened around august to september 2008 Secondly, I've been snatched at the Batu 14 Puchong BHP Petrol station on 15th October 2008. If from IOI Mall puchong heading to Putrajaya, you will notice this petrol station on your righiont, opposite to Petronas Petrol station. I was late for work that day due to my late mom's unstable condition. She was at my home that day. That means my salary will be deducted again. Then I left home. Suddenly I don't know how on earth I got the feeling that my tyre need more air. So I drop by at this petrol station to pump in some air to this tyre. (Actually many times I've had reminded my hubby to check the air pressurre of my car's tyre..but u know...he's too busy..). Then I parked my car to the nearest pump to the BHP shop. That day was so quiet...I saw only two cars filling up their tank..and a motorcyclist. I went out, didn't turn off engine but I shut my car's door. I planed to pump in the front tyre only. After on driver's side, I move to passenger's site front tyre. Suddenly I noticed a motorcyclist came nearby to other side's pump. I ignored him caused I was in hurry. I bent down and continue pump in the air to car's tyre. I almost finish and stand up, then I notice my car was shaking...Hey!! what happened? I saw the motorcyclist left and Imoved to the door on driver's side...guessed what? The door was opened...I still blurred...another seconds then I noticed my handbag was gone!...I panicked...started off and try to follow him but u know..too many motorcyclist and I hardly can't recognized...My Motorola PDA gone..my wallet too! Just bought the wallet! Arhhh...FYI,there was a lorry in front of my car that day..and I'm sure he saw the incident but why on earth he didn't try help me by yelling or stopping the robber? Or was he involved in the incident? Are Malaysian all like that one? Only dare to see but afraid to help? Anf after logged report to the police the answer was "Kenapa awak tak kunci pintu..Biasalah,,inikan Puchong...ramai penjenayah"..GOOD! And they didn't even bring me to the location to check whether there'a a CCTV nearby or not...After that incident I was very traumatic especially tothe motorcyclist and to refill my petrol tank at THIS petrol station and others too! But I thanks Allah for giving me chances to live..coz I heard others case worser and few causing death. To all ladies driver out there, pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.....be more careful esp if you are driving alone...do not put your handbag on passenger's seat next to you ( I did that on that day!!). Always look around befor you do anything..after entering your car, please firstly lock it. Thirdly, my mother was diagnosed with cancer and sadly she got only two weeks to live!... Was so shocked to hear that but we also suspected an internal and external factor causing this too! Only Allah the AlMighty knows...However she was a strong will person...She still manage to come for alternative treatment in Bangi. But crowds were factor to uncomplete treatment. Too many of them came for the limited treatment time. Macam mana nak tolong ummat sendiri kalau cuma turun 4 jam jer in a week? Dun believe this place la..bull shit onli. I dun care what do u want to say...I hate this place very much!! Alim konon... And ..not reaching two weeks after the treatment, my dearly mom passed away and the sad thing was I didn'i have the chance tobe with her for the last day of her life...:((. I really regret that until now...I keep dreaming ofher...but I know she will understand for all those that happened to me...and I hope she will forgive me for all my wrong doings...Iam no perfect person either...and no perfect daughter...I wish for you happines inBarzakh...May Allah forgive you for everything andI know He loves you more than us ever!!